Sunday, September 21, 2008 9:25 PM
Stupid Days

Stayed at home this few days as usual.
This few days i've been thinking about
alot alot alot of old damn stupid stuff AGAIN...
WHY!? WHY!? WHY!?
Whenever i start watching Korean Drama,
all e problems will come back...
nono! not really a problem but a ...
hmm... how can i express it ...
...Oh!
just like opening up the door with all e memories
i tried to forget or stop thinking of.
I know im a damn dumb-bo.
I know it has been a long long time,
but i just cant help myself for doing it.
Sometimes i'll also think that
there are so many of them out there somewhere,
but why cant i just stop thinking of him
and start everything a new.
I only wish to

him as much as i can in my heart,
even if he does'nt

me.
But its keeping me from seeing others.
Im scare of hurting others by being with them
with someone else in my heart.
Now that we are not as close as we are in the past,
just like a total stranger when we walk pass each other.
And you didnt even know its me.
Im a dumb.
I pray everyday that we can be close friend again,
only close friend not wishing you will

me one day.
I only wish that you will let me stay by your side as your best close friend,
so that i can

you as what you think im your best close friend.
I dont want you to know it,
if we can be back again...
I wish that you wont forget about me in the future...
I wish i can get over you...
I want to thanks you for telling me your problems
and what you want to be in the future.
Im really really

Happy that day.
Hope you wont forget about what i said to you that very day...
Please remember me,
CHAN KANG HUI!,
the dumb that love you as much as you cant imagine.
Total dumb kanghui.

Love爱 ,
kanghui
thanks for finishing e whole post.